Snowball

He's been a part of my life through the the thinnest and thickest parts of my life. I've brought him home when he was only 2weeks. I raised him & he watched me grow up. From 5th grade to summer of 10th. He left me when the hardest times of my struggles ended, it's like he knew, he knew he had to stay strong for me when I was fighting. & when i won, he was gone. He never complained, & no matter how much I yelled at him for peeing at the wrong places, he always came to me when I called him. Everynight, he could just cuddle by my feet. & the nights where he'd be at his bed in the living room, I'll wake up in the middle of the night & disturb him so that he can be with me in my room. He listened to everything I asked of him, when i was scared walking, he barked at the people I told him to bark at. When I told him to come into my room, he would. When I put my bag on the floor, he jumped into it. I just regret all the times I hit him or yelled at him just because he peed on something that he wasn't supposed to. Snowball was there for me for 7 years & he died in my arms. It was the most painfully emotional thing I have ever done.

& over the times, I've been asked if I wanted another puppy. I always said yes, but i admitted to not being to love another dog ever again. I tried & I couldn't. My family couldn't even do it.

until today, a new member into our family. Her name is Kisses. & she's the sweetest thing just by the looks of it. She's the size of my feet. So if you're a size bigger than 7 1/2, you're feet is bigger than her. I was playing with her just now, & it just made me tear up because I miss Snowball so much.



People may think he was just a dog, but he was always there for me, never disobeyed me, stuck by me. & if nobody wants something or someone like that, then you're just confused.

the kind of flawless i wish i could be

until i reach the point in time where i can love myself for everything i am