hmph

everytime i blog something, i end up staying awake an hour later. so since i feel like it, i wanna post my schedule (: but it's still quite not finished.

AP CALC AB - Nguyen
COMM ART - Marston
(trying to get AP ENG LIT) - HARRIS <---
LEADERSHIP - Dellefield
CHEMISTRY - Piccillo
ECONOMICS - Moreno

i am happy & excited :)

anonymous blog.

i read something that made me tear up. & smile. i didn't know, but now i do.

it's a surprise, i hope a good one

happy birthday mom.

i can't for you to see what dad got you (: he definitely knows you're worth A LOT! he told me that you were the best wife and mom in the world, & i know he's right.

but this is my present to you. you once told me that the lotus flower is your favorite flower. and i understand why, it grows in the murkiest waters, this root - blooms to have the most elegant layers of petals that just glows & completely illuminates the ponds. i have given this drawing 100%of my time & lovin. you deserve the best. i'm not saying that you're the best mom in the world JUST because you're MY mom; but it's what i really know. you are incredibly the most understanding and patient woman in the world. the strong idol i love to look up to. i learn so much from you; to just speak up for what i know is right, to not give a damn about what others think about me. you are the strongest support system that has ever been a part of my life and will remain the sturdiest for the rest of my life. taught me to be independent, caring and carefree. i have learned my manners well <3>

current.

someone you love tells you one thing,
but you're not sure if it's the right thing.
& so does that make it a decision you have to choose. if both things will still be there if you change your mind? what if the thing told not to do was something you wanted to do but that person is hardly ever wrong. or so you think.
should i or shouldn't i.

well, ain't that cute

it's just i want to find a stranger that won't judge me and that i would just love to spill my emotions to. but i can't. that's why i have a diary that i have been neglecting for the past week. and a blog that i just either don't have the time for or the will to just sit down and .. well, blog.