Wednesday, July 7, 2010

4am

i have insomnia right now. so enter my mind:
- in a couple of hours the garbage trucks will arrive, therefore i hear the cans in the shopping carts that are being pushed by homeless people. so oakland.
- i am on my laptop with only my lamp on, bad for my eyes.
- going to bake a cake with thomas tomorrow, he better come early cause i hate waiting
- i brushed my teeth 2 hours ago cause i was supposed to sleep, but now i smell my stinky breath, gonna go brush again soon.
- sometimes i let my emotions get the best of me, & overthink. therefore, i say my thoughts out loud without thinking of the consequences. but i like it. i speak without thinking. with minor hesitation, but what's the worst that can happen.
- i wonder how it would be like if we were to just be friends.
- i wanted to tell you something today, but either i wasn't sure what, or i was scared to say it. because just looking at you, i tend to fall. but i don't fall as hard anymore. can something be fixed?
- will things be different when school starts.
- if the other person isn't taking initiative, should i even take the effort?
- is there such thing as 100% jealousy-free?
- i like acting like a spoiled brat with you but i appreciate you more than you can ever imagine.

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