i've been undeniably ignorant to my outside world lately. i'm really trying to focus on the things that would do me good, and not worry as much about the not important things? well, it's just hard when not many people around you are as supportive as it seems. but i feel as though i have already realized for a while that you're pretty much on your own. finals have been treating me well, it's just this essay that i have going right now. i'm really appreciative for mr. moreno taking his time out writing the recommendation for me even when he claimed he wouldn't be doing any until next semester. it gives me the extra push to do good on that scholarship. speaking of college related things, i got accepted into University of the Pacific! haha, i'm pretty psyched about it and it gives me hope - my parents were hella eh about it - high expectations already set for me i guess. yeah, at this point it's just tick tock - watching the time fly as i wait to fall asleep and force myself to wake up and start the entire day cycle all over again.